Posted on Dec. 3, 2008 at 5:49 AM
One more day - - three lectures - -yippy yay!
Remember me telling you about the HORRIBLE essay I had to write for women's studies? Maaaaan...I struggled with that thing....including two meetings with the writing guru guy at university, and one with my professor. I emailed my prof yesterday and begged her to put my out of my misery. She agreed to mark my essay right away. So for the rest of the day I kept checking online for my grade.
When it finally arrived in the afternoon - - 94!!!!!! I quite literally, nearly fainted with relief. I had been teetering on the edge of deciding whether to drop the course - - Monday was the last day to drop without penalty.
I'm not sleeping again. This has been going on for a couple of weeks. I lie awake thinking I should just get up and work on school work. Remember when once-upon-a-time I'd get up and quilt??? Nothing's different. What an adventure.
I'm reading a fantastic book: "Infidel" by Ayaan Hirsi Ali. It came highly recommended by my mother, but I had been putting off reading it. I was hesitant to read it, because I don't know a whole lot about Islam, and wanted to lay a foundational understanding of the religion before developing my own opinions. This book is clearly anti-Islam.
While much of the subject matter is quite disturbing (oppression of women under Islam, female genital mutilation, honour killings, rape in war, African genocide) the way it is discussed from a first person point of view (this is her autobiography) with a "it is what it is" manner, reveals a completely different way of thinking.
And I was thinking last night that if the author had never learned English, nor been exposed to a Western viewpoint through novels she could get in (largely Christian) Kenya, but not Muslim Somalia, her life would have gone a completely different direction. It's a priviledged look into a foreign culture - completely unfiltred, and without judgement. She never says "look at this - isn't it horrific???", she simply presents her personal story, and leaves the reader to make her own judgement. Absolutely fascinating.
Fast forward years later. She partners with Dutch film maker Theo van Gogh to produce a short film called Submission. For this, he is murdered in the street by a radical Muslim man, who pins a death threat to Ayaan to van Gogh's chest with a knife. I watched the film yesterday on YouTube - it's only about 10 minutes long. It starts off in Arabic, but 95% of the monologue is English, with Dutch subtitles.